"physically affectionate friends"
plan for today includes applying for jobs and I guess maybe also calling another apt for hunter. I now have less than two hours in which to do that, but I don't feel like doing it now. Maybe I'll wait till tomorrow when russell won't be here anymore.
I need to work 30 hours a week to cover rent electricity internet. I think everything else would be paid for by my mom anyway. I need a little more than that to pay hunter back. So I need a full-time job. At minimum wage. God I do not want to work 40 hours a week. But maybe I can do that till I can pay hunter back and then stop. I guess that means it would take me quite a long time to pay him back though. I'll have to be very frugal from now on. Sigh. I won't be able to spend my money on extra fun things that my mom doesn't want to pay for. But step one is getting a job at all. and I'll keep limiting my food money as previously determined so as not to waste my mom's money. I'll buy a new phone and use ting again. delete the texts and give this phone back to my mom maybe. I suppose it doesn't matter.
today i just have to apply for jobs online. I'll do it during dnd.