god it's the future.
I'm not going to richard's got party. I could have, but I decided not to, even though I'm kind of sad about it. I want to see kevin again. there might be other interesting people there too. russell is going.
a few minutes ago, I caught sight of myself in the mirror. ew. I hate the way I look. I'm working on it, but I wish it could go faster. I got out a dr pepper hours ago, and a few minutes ago I remembered it and opened it and then I was like "i could have just put it back in the fridge". I could just stop drinking it now. In fact, I will.
My food plan for today:
those cauliflower fries
I need to not buy anything, because I have a lot of food here. I need to eat what I have first.
I wish I could go to an indoor track. The only option is ualr, but I don't want to see that person again.
If I lost two lbs / week starting now, I could be unfat in a year. It's always a year. I need to stop drinking pop. It hasn't been pleasing lately anyway. I think because i've been drinking a lot of it. I also said I was going to be veganish, but I think I forgot yesterday. My plan up there is veganish.
things to do today:
laundry should wait till they leave.
walking has to wait till evening.
i can inventory food. then go buy haircutting thing.
nicole said ni would come over but then changed it to a maybe when I asked again. second time i recall that happening recently.
what to do. I feel like something is missing.
Why is cleaning my room so hard?
I need to stop eating food when I go out with other people. I should have looked at the menu to see if they had vegetables.
I'm not giving up pop forever, just - just for the rest of this month for now. I can have one again on aug 1. I'll try that for now.
what needs to be done?
I'll stick to my diet plan and I'll be caught down by feb 12. That's 30 weeks from now. If I lose 2 lbs / week that's 60 lbs. That would be pretty cool. I could fit into those size 18 pants again.
what else is missing?
I don't know.
that's what I'm going to go do now.